The Prolonged Conversation

SO... the long waited for conversation with Steven Finally happened. I wish I could it settled my nerves a bit more than it did, but at least it was a start. The reality is that he realized I was telling the truth, I'd never cheat on him. Although, I do not always like being so completely upfront about my emotions especially with this situation, I most definitely was able to tell him that I still deeply cared for him and wanted to keep open communication. DO I think this is smart? I'm not quite sure about anything anymore I just know that it feels better than having it our for on another for sure. ....